not only am i bemoaning the absolutely crazy amount of Running Around i'll forced to do come the next three days, i'm also bemoaning the loss of being able to level up at full energy points at lundun. in fact, that wee lack is overblowing its proportions at an exponential grade by each passing second. if this sounds scrooge-ish that's because it is and i am. i really dislike having to go through the holiday season this year. not just a smidgen of annoyance...i just don't fucking care. and i don't care who else cares about celebrating it. nothing to do with being cheap and not wanting to dole out presents (or shop for them, or wrap them, or arranging them, oh goddamn them). or being non-christian or trendy angsty emo. i just don't want this. a lot. so much so that the want of me-time is fast approaching the status of obsession in my psyche.
it seems the inevitable hurt and anger is finally catching up with me.
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