snagged.

not here, and elsewhere? limbs are going numb after only a few minutes in one position, not enough exercise and, i think, poor work position. might go hunt down a cushion to alleviate the pains. should start on the christmas list, really really don’t want to. don’t want to spend money on anyone, whoever they are i can care less. i like the holiday season, it’s the sharing with people part that pisses me off. bought a new glade plug-in thing and now the cubicle reminds me of some fuzzy memories that are no longer distinguished in my head. only a wash of impressions remaining if you will. behind on email, cleaning, and other general tasks in life. nagging consistently and as equally prickly are thoughts dwelling on various situations currently outstanding. through it all i've lost any desire to give a damn…much prefer some dark corner with only blanket, library, and computer for company. incredibly anti-social and entirely too snobby. it’s not that i haven’t gotten over it, it’s just been one extremely slow realization of my tolerance and limits. the flame’s just burned to the end of the fuse is all.