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i've been falling in and out of sleep all day. if i ever get sleepy it usually happens after lunch (full pouch and all that jazz). today, i broke the year-and-a-half fast from snoozing in the middle of the morning and dozed off when staring at That Stack Of Depositions. initially felt guilty (i am at work after all) but now i just don't care. to cut it straight, i'm not caring about much at all. there really is such a thing as passing the point of frustration and going straight to the World of Being Numb. too bad the numbness doesn't extend to the physical -- i'm freezing right now. stupid death star a/c.

ironic: there's too much going on and not enough things progressing fast enough.

i really don't like putting on The Face and performing The Act of Being Personable. don't, don't, don't. *wah wah wah*