mean people suck ass.

and. also. now that i've more or less figgered out why imma apathetic collegiate scholar, why i rarely ask anyone for help, and why i fuck up so severely in relationships with certain people, life has been easier to get. and then, just yesterday(!), i'm stuck in a new mire of trying to figure out why i've this thing against authority and being told what to do (aside from the i think i'm all that reason). and all this stemming from me finding the roots to why i like owning brand new things instead of second hand.

thanks eb phil guy. meh.