encountered this morning ...

... the most incredible memory inducing scent from...i dunno...i think it was one of the guys standing at the order pick up counter. more than a hint of flowers (and spring and grass and pastels and all that crap), but it wasn't overpowering. normally i'd think it strange for a guy to smell so strongly of flowers (i mean, come on, the next thing you know, he'll be prancing around in glitter tights with a pair of wings) but this scent totally transcended stupid social gender stereotypes. nice.

... retardedfilmproductioncrapheadedcrewsblockingupmybusstop
andforcingmetowalksodamnfarkinfartoreachmyusualintersection
youallneedtogetbeatseverelybykurtangleitstrueohitstrue.

... I HAVE AN IDEA FOR THE WEBSITE! WITH A COLOR SCHEME N EVERYTHING!!!! WOW!!! THROW ME A PARTY!! really, you should. throw me a party that is. ya know how damn long it took fer me to even come up with a feasibly workable layout? this is why i don't think i ever want web design, or design anything for that matter, as a life n death paying job gig. i'd die from lack of inspiration.

... matrix opens today. and what're my oh so exciting plans fer the evening? stay at home and come up with some sorta mock-up for the site. see jen run. see jen go. see jen get eleventh hour inspirations and be forced to skip matrix opening night because packing for philly has already occupied tomorrow night's freedom time slot.

... i would like a boyfriend. not because i'm lonely, or because i'd like someone to hug, or because it'd be nice to have someone always there for me. no. i would like a boyfriend so his bum can buy me all those differently colored coffee mugs/tumblers offered by cbtl. in clear. in cyan. in raspberry. in gunmetal. in stainless steel. in canary. in bronze. oh garsh that'd be so cool. what would i do with all these mugs n tumblers? and who cares?!? the point is in the ownage of them. which is why i need a boyfriend because i'd never spend so much money on such pointless things heh.