uggs. utterly unsettled. i wanna go home, bad. whiney, but there it is. totally feel like getting out and doing something....but oh geez. these people are insane....

things that used to be so important don't seem as much so now. perspectives, priorities, and other such are changing. incompletely and very slowly but changing all the same. where two years before there was so much anger there isn't any here now. it's not the helter-skelter confusion of the years before those two years either. granted, no complete understanding but ya know, there's peace with the confusion. eh... :) the truth is, all i really want to be able to do is see. see people, see what they mean, see what they want...me included. if anything else, the frustration of never "getting it" is what pisses me off more than anything these days.